* * Celebrating the life of Harry Robertshaw
Harry Hull Robertshaw, Ph.D, died a couple of weeks ago. His memorial service is tomorrow in Blacksburg. It is hard for me to piece together the appropriate thoughts about such an interesting, intelligent, and insightful man. To say that Harry was influential in my life is a hopeless understatement. From the day I met him, I have always wanted to be more like Harry.
I was a pimply-faced kid from Christiansburg, Virginia when I first met Harry. I had an inexplicable love for motorcycles. When I was perhaps 16 years old and still in High School, I began hanging out at a local motocross track where several members of the Virginia Tech Motorcycle Club, who gathered each weekend to practice and race. High School was awkward for me, and these older guys were more welcoming to me than my own peers.
At that time, Harry was a young Mechanical Engineering professor at Virginia Tech. My recollection is that he was not standoffish but he was self-assured and followed the beat of a different drummer. He was a funny guy with an offbeat manner. He drove a frumpy, unusual car: a Morris Minor. He raced an unusual motorcycle: a Hodaka Super Rat, with a bright red frame and brighter chrome gas tank. He never bothered with a set of racks for the motorcycle. He simply lifted the front and then back wheels of the Hodaka onto the rear bumper of his Morris and strapped it on with some ropes. Harry was methodical in his training. Rather than riding around the entire course time after time, he would take a particular section of the course with perhaps three or four intricate turns and would ride that section over and over until he became proficient at it and then he would move to the next. Everything Harry did, he did well.
I was a mediocre student in high school, listless and directionless. I had decent grades in the sciences and was always interested in mechanical things. Harry suggested that I apply to engineering school at Tech and study mechanical engineering. He said, “Mechanical is a discipline that umbrellas many other fields. It will give you more opportunities after school.” And so I did.
With the grades I had, I still don't quite understand how I got accepted at Virginia Tech. And it is even more mystifying to me that I was able to graduate in the requisite four years. Tech assigned a faculty advisor to help me make my course decisions, but I quickly asked to be transferred under Harry's tutelage.
We had many long conversations about a broad range of topics. These were heady days. Our nation was still embroiled in a fruitless war in the jungles of Vietnam. Astonishingly, Richard Nixon was reelected to a second term. Earth Days were first being celebrated. Robert Persig wrote Zen and the Art of Motorcycle Maintenance. The times, they were a’changing. Harry and I talked about motorcycles, epistemology, philosophy, and the fate of the human species on our imperiled planet.
Harry was living the life that I wanted to learn how to live. His teaching was important but seemingly everything fascinated him. Play was always very important, whether it be sailing, whitewater canoeing, distance running, or photography. His active mind seemed to constantly yearn for nourishment. But best of all, he had an incredible wit and delightful personality. He was always fun to be around.
I moved from the New River Valley in 1976 and didn't return until 15 years later in 1981. We got together some after that, but our meetings were infrequent. He took me whitewater canoeing on the New River once, but I didn't take to it as he did; I remember being up all that night in pain with swimmer’s ear. Several years ago, I became aware of his illness, his cancer. My impression from our conversations during the last few years was not that he was reticent about sharing his condition but that he really didn't know how serious it was. Maybe he just didn’t want me to know. I saw him last perhaps a year ago at his house. He had lost most of his hair but he still seemed to be optimistic about his survival chances.
Two weeks ago, we had dinner with our friends Bill and Susan Huckle. Harry's name came to in conversation, as they had known him years ago as well. I made the comment, “I have always adored Harry. But I know if I don't call him I will never see him again. He never seems to want to call me.” Fatefully, I got a note the next day from Bill that Harry had died earlier that day.
Losing a good friend is one of those predictable crises of adult life. As I read and then reread his obituary, I am obsessed with those bucket-list thoughts. My soul aches to live as full and interesting a life as did Harry Robertshaw. Harry was an irreverent, irrepressible man and is an irreplaceable loss. I mourn his passing profoundly.